thank you to everyone for your kind words for phoenix666tears. i was his caregiver. i just want to let you all know that i have decided to close his account. i think he would have wanted this. so once again thank you to everyone.

James Samuel Rose August 20th 1989 - Feb 12 2007

Greetings friends and family alike. It's =Saphire282 here reporting for Austin... or at least that's what you called him. His actual name was Jamie. He liked to switch names and reputations cause he never thought he was good enough, always wanted to be someone else. Poor kid. He died today... He had cancer for a while and he stoped taking chemo therapy, even though he eventually went back on it the cancer actually moved to his brain and caused the end of him around 2:45 this morning. From what I understand the hospital said he died from "complications".

My deepest sympathies to all that were close to him... If anyone can I think I can relate to your feelings. I loved that boy, and talked to him everyday. And I am damn well proud to be his internet sister.

He will have a creamation for a funeral and his ashes will be spread into the water so he can finally be free.

God rest his soul in peace, and let him be happy forever up in heaven with his mom and his first love.

May we all remember the joy he gave us. And try to think of that in these times of sorrow.

I offer any one of you a hand of friendship if you need to talk to someone.

Flying Without Wings
Westlife
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
at any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

You´re the place my life begins
You'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings
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this is a song that i find very inspirational while i write. it means alot to me i hope you get a chance to listen to it sometime. unfortunately it don't make me sleep

it's time to update my journal. first of all if you are having problems or are upset and need to talk to someone the chat to visit is saphiresplace where everything is confidential and i give my word that you can trust her i do. she offers great advice just be honest.
also with valentines day coming up i was thinking of someone very special to me. i am receiving my chemo again for her so i decided to fight instead of giving up. i wanna thank everyone for the support when i needed it. i sure found out who my friends are. some excellent galleries to visit is melgama BrokenWings3-D mimulux Lune Bleu imaginedmoments and missy-g. if you like literature check out the gallery of saphire282.another good chat site is fun4fun hosted by invaderMar a very sweet friend.don't forget her cookies.

on another note i'm healing from my surgery and i'm almost ready to be a bug again yayayay i can't wait. i wanna bounce around and eat chicken wings and drink beer but i missed the superbowl.well now i have a craving for chicken wings. for everyone who just wants a hug or needs one

i met alot of special people here on d.a. i met 2 d.a. sisters a d.a. mom and i even fell in love here.i got my love for writing back when i wrote a poem for operation-marshy for her birthdayand have been writing ever since.i shed alot of tears and had the support of alot of people i never really knew.i have traded stories and helped with advice when i had something to offer.well i'm coming to the end of my adventure. many of you know that i miss my mom and that i have cancer. well tonight i asked my mom how much longer do i have to stay here. she told me i'm almost there. well i want that time to be now. i have waited 4 years to be held and with the time almost here i hope you can understand why i am anxiously awaiting her to come and take me home to see lila who has waited 4 years for me. i love you all and your in my prayer.


yayayay i reached 5,000+ pageviews. thanx to all my friends for their support and to everyone who reads my work and a super hug to all that fav it. you are all in my prayers. i love you guys.